This evening I took my life back, I put it back on the right track.
Recently I had gone pretty far astray, leading a life that someone else wanted me to lead.
I tried really hard to conform to his expectations of me.
But I kept failing. Miserably.
Because his expectations of me were not true to who I am.
And he was not interested in my true self, but in finding someone who would fill a convenient role in his life.
I am not a convenience feature.
“You cannot buy me, you cannot sell me, no, no….”
‘Cause I might have been “just one of the girls” he was seeing, but that didn’t put a price tag on me.
That didn’t make me a convenience that could fit neatly into his life, with little thought for my own needs and desires.
“I’m just myself, I’m not something sitting up on a shelf, no, no….”